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Wow, over a year has past since my last entry in this journal...
So time for a verry small update..

Some of you might know about Nadia, how much I am in love with her..
How I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her..
Well Not to long ago my dream about us finally came true...
After a very romantic evening including dinner for 2 and watching the stars at night she finally told me how she really felt about me...

She showed me how to love again...
It was the best weekend of my entire life...
she gave me her heart, for she already took mine!

I wished the dream would never end..
Sadly it did..


At may 30th she died in a fight during her work as a cop.
She got hit by friendly fire..
As they rushed her to the hospital she collapsed.

So now you know why I have ben so sad, grumpy and broken lately..
Once more I thought I could actually be happy!
But again was that person taken away from me..

Today i got my new tattoo in her memorial..
Cause I know she wanted me to get that..

To those i have been cruel, angry or whatever..
Please forgive me..
For my heart needs some time to heal...
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Epica - Safeguard to Paradise
  • Reading: This journal
  • Watching: A picture of Nadia
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Wine

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welcome here..
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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: rotterdam
  • Interests: movie,music,visiting concerts
  • Favourite movie: LOTR,TPOTO
  • Favourite band or musician: EPICA
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal
  • Favourite artist: Victoria Frances, Dali
  • Favourite poet or writer: Shakespeare and E.A. Poe
  • Favourite photographer: the Team of studio Mystica
  • MP3 player of choice: any
  • Favourite game: NeverWinterNights
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3
  • Favourite cartoon character: Purple and Brown
  • Personal Quote: Damn it, KUT, Holy Crap

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:iconpagan-live-style:
Hi Nathalie ! thanks for the visite!! greetz Len

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"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. "

Nietzsche
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:iconthecyanid:
*komt even aanwaaien* =P
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:iconpagan-live-style:
Thanks for the visit ! greetz len.

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"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. "

Nietzsche
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:iconabraxas113:
thank you! your are welcome!

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~Seduce my mind and you'll have my body~
~ Find my soul and I'm yours forever~
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